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Driving by the apparitions in the bay, there is a disconnect going on
in my brain. It seems like we're in the middle of nowhere but there is
serious stuff out in the water. Big derricks and ships. Duluth is at the
very western tip of Lake Superior. After driving through the desolation
of the Upper Penninsula, where the wooden statue of an Indian might seem
spectacular, this mass of steel floating in Lake Michigan seems out of
place. Trains from the west bring in loads of wheat and coal and these
are loaded into the tankers. It all goes around the great lakes that surround
Michigan to the St. Lawrence seaway, a spawn of canals and lakes that
wind up along the Canadian border to the Atlantic ocean. Duluth is a capacitor
for the distribution of raw material.
We only need gas.
I pay for it at the Seven-Eleven on the outskirts of town and the woman
at the cash register makes a mistake counting my change and says, "The
pressure must be getting to me."
There is a twinkle in her eye.
"You can handle it," I say. "I have confidence in you."
"Ah haa haa haaaaaaaah!"
Her cackle is a hacking, yodeling kind of affair that belongs right out
there on the threshing floor and it's a treatise on the subject of having
your home in the middle of nowhere, and grounded in the blood and sweat
of her ancesters. They could have been miners, or farmers, and they would
have suffered in the winter. Somehow they have transcended the agony.
There is a photo on the wall of people with blackened faces and caps with
search lights. There is a sense of place and purpose. Which we don't have.
We somehow ended up living in Boston, a place of financial institutions,
insurance companies, and big business.
And then we're swooping along the bridge that arches over a thundering
river that pushes straight up to the land of pine and mosquitoes and Muskies
and deer and wild rice.
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